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Her life was full of unhappy pasts. She wondered if she was meant to be of this world. A loner by nature, finding peace in her oneness. She was told she was beautiful. She was told she was special and too unselfish. She had security, wealth, and potentials untouched, yet young enough to pursue them. She was raised with archaic values maybe not of this time. Haunting turmoil of the voice reminding her of morality...unsure of what to hold sacred. Remembering the voice whispering that God took her parents for some necessary reason, and later that God took her baby for more reasons of His own. The voice whispering to her to always be clean of mind, body & soul...to never give herself without marriage, to never hate, to always be feminine with long flowing hair, to always remember how someone else is less fortunate and to have compassion. In following years the voice stopped and was only a memory of what once was alive...what once was the owner of the voice. Some rebellion then was necessary yet some archaic values still clung. Should she let the symbolic "bird with a broken wing" heal and be free, or should she keep it caged and safe. Maybe chains from the past should be broken & the whispering voice be forgotten...or maybe none of it matters.

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It matters
Stay the way you are pure and innocent there are very few people in this world like you.Remember what you sow that shall ye reap,this works for good too not just evil.It will all come back to you,Im sry i wasnt more honest with you,I should of been
Keep doing your poetry ,poetry is the voice of the heart.....
ohhh Nuke who ever said that story was about me ... Does that mean you know who the owner of the whispering voice was too? Please don't worry about the past, no need for any apologies..you know I'm proud of what you are now and what you've put behind you. BTW your blog is very interesting & gives things to think about when we get too busy with everyday life.
Wow mafia another story that people can relate to in their own way.You have this amazing way of making people think about themselves ,their friends and their life .We have all felt at one stage or another whether we can actually out live our past and the mistakes we have made or whether the past will haunt us forever. We all have secrets ,secrets that hurt too much to think about.Our lives are to an extent shaped by the past .Nuke quit knocking yourself out there is a saying a mans worth is measured by the woman he is with ,(I heard it on OPRAH)Some people choose to hold on to the past and every screw up you make ,but you know what holding on to the past can make you bitter and unable to see what is right in front of you.The pain of the past becomes a distant memory if you let it .You are one talented young woman Mafia,I can see why Nuke feel in love with your soul ,becasue you have a good soul.......
Sometimes its hard to change the way we were raised,to decide what to hold onto and what to discard. After 20+ years of it, it makes for some guilt to rebel..even if the end result of the rebellion is how some people behave on a daily basis. Pammy re: nuke.. yes he needs to stop knocking himself out..he had nothing to do with our decision not to hold grudges & to forgive & forget because if it wasn't inside us to accept him we wouldn't care how he has changed for the better. Pammy I read all your stories at one time (sigh) and you really have a gift & talent...but you always make us wait, wait, wait on the edge of the chair LOL...you do it on purpose don't ya! Come back in the room soon(or have you already & I was on at the wrong time?)..and yes I do read the emails from Islam Free LOL
lol waiting bulids the suspense Mafia ,and you know me I am all about making people wait lol Truth is I don't knwo if I'll ever come back in the rooms ,I am kind of liking the whole having a life even if it is filled with legal stuff and work at the moment lol Life gets complicated we think we finally made the right decisons and choices and then it all blows up in front of us and we never see it coming.I am kind of thinking my whole life is one big fuck up at this present moment,but time heals all wounds so they say ,and all I got is time .Even though Nuke is goign to read this he still holds a place for you in his heart,he wears his heart on his sleeve with you .......
aw :( sad story
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